Day 7 - HSGD

It's Christmas! I woke up in great pain and felt all around pretty terrible, but time with family really helped that. We opened all our presents and I had a bottle of water and a black coffee for breakfast. Now, I will get dressed and go to my dad's house. 
My mom has been making a few comments about the fact that I am not eating but she doesn't seem too concerned, thankfully. It is also my 'lady time' so I didn't expect to lose weight today but I weighed in at 181.8 lbs! A lovely Christmas gift but I really hoped I'd be 180 by now. As you most probably know, I fasted all of yesterday and will be fasting today as well because I'm so fucking done with being fat. 

Today on the Healthy Skinny Girl Diet I am meant to be having 1100 calories, but I am aiming for zero. Zero calories, zero me. Most people say it sucks to have a mental or eating disorder during the holidays but I guess I'm just used to it. 
11:03 am : I'm at 1 litre of water and super excited because I got my first :You lost weight" comment and it felt euphoric! I just have to keep going. I have fasted for 34 hours up to now and going strong. 
4:42 pm : I have fasted for 39 hours! 9 to go. I made sushi with my dad and brought it As a dish for my mom's dinner and I have not and will not even try them. Thankfully neither parent has argued about me not eating yet but my grandmother is coming to the dinner and she is super pushy. I will not eat no matter how much they try to force me. Everyone seems to like their gifts and I'm finally getting some alone time to relax between families . I've had a zero calorie Monster and a bottle of water since the last time I checked in. 
11:51 pm : So I finished my fast! Sadly though I broke it with 500 calories. I really hope I don't gain tomorrow because of this... Obviously that will be all I eat today and tomorrow I think I'll go raw and drown in detox tea. 

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