DAY 6 - HSGD

So yesterday I ate 1200/950 calories I was allowed which is so freaking disappointing to me but thankfully I didn't gain anything! I weighed in today at 182.6 lbs. Maintaining is better than gaining. I am planning on fasting today, I will only be having water, tea, coffee and diet soda but absolutely no food. In other news, I have a few errands to run today but tomorrow is Christmas! and I'm so fucking scared of Christmas dinner! 
11:47 am : How did I not think of this earlier? Of course! I don't have to eat tomorrow. If anyone asks why I'm not eating at my dad's, it's because "I'm saving myself for when I go to my mom's" and then at my mom's "I ate waaaay too much at my dad's, sorry". I'll  even act out that I'm in horrific pain from eating so much, can't let those acting classes go to waste. I'm so proud of myself for coming up with this one. That way I get to fast for 48 hours which sounds absolutely ideal and perfect in every way. I'm so excited! Obviously all zero calorie liquids are unlimited but I will give myself a 300 calorie limit max on any drinks of my choice in case I feel too weak or faint but ideally I will keep it at 0 calories both days. I am currently drinking my first black coffee of the day and already had 500 ml water. 
Today is going to be a good day. Say it with me. 
4:09 pm: So I have finally finished buying and wrapping all my Christmas presents. It feels good to get it all done and out of the way. I also bought a ton of different teas to try including a Banana Toffee Tea and  a Detox Tea which I am currently sipping next to the fireplace. It's beautiful. I have had 2 teas today, 1 coffee and 2 bottles of water and am going strong on the first 15 hours of the 48 hour fast. Piece of cake (pun intended). 
9:16 pm : I haven't consumed anything besides a bottle of water since the last time I checked in, but my day has gone amazing. A lovely Christmas eve. We sat by the fireplace then played board games and laughed so hard. I think at 10:00 pm I'll have a tea and that's me done for the day. 
11:40 pm : So this thing just happened... I was about to binge so hard but the second my hand touched the plate this voice inside my head started screaming. Loud. I ended up not even touching the food, I made a tea and did jumping jacks while the kettle boiled. I'm 22 hours into my fast and going strong. 

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