DAY 2 - HSGD

So yesterday my total intake was 618/900 calories and today we are going for under 800 😎 
I finally managed to weigh myself and it is atrocious. 187.4 lbs like when did this happen? 187.4 187.4 187.4 it's so FAT. I am so fat, but I will change, I have to, to prove everyone wrong. to get thinner than my sister, to not be the 'fat one' at all social engagements. 
I need to set myself free, one bottle of water at a time. 
I have also caught this weird head cold but at least the sore throat prevents me from eating. 

I just did the math and I would have to lose 67.4 pounds until September! That is so much, I am so fat. I cannot stand the idea of continuing another day being nearly 200 lbs which is like morbidly obese. I think I'll try to fast today but if something comes up I'll eat like 200-300 calories. I still would like to drink my 2 ltrs of water, 2 teas but no coffee or soda. I need to show lower on the scale. 
In other news, my neighbors cat came over and jumped on my lap and it was so freaking adorable. 
11:30 am : I couldn't decide between making Blueberry Muffin Tea or Apple Ginger, so I made both. 2 cups! I suppose if I fast today I will allow myself more than two teas and 2 ltrs of water, but definitely no soda or coffee; they make you retain water. 
I still can't believe I am 187.4 lbs at 5'9. My BMI is medically overweight! I have to get down. 
New Goal Weight list: 
GW1: 170 lbs by February 
GW2: 150 lbs by April
GW3: 130 lbs by summer 
UGW: 120 lbs by September 1st
Mark my words, I will do it. I have never been more passionate about something before. 
3:17 pm : I kinda had to eat lunch so I had 125 gr. mixed greens (21.5), 1 small onion (28) and 2 small eggs (117.8) with 0.5 tsp fresh lemon juice and 2 tsp oregano (10.6). A total of 178 calories. 
I also did a thigh workout. However, I don't necessarily work out to burn calories, even though it helps as I still count the total sum without subtracting the calories burned as it is. 
I would like my next meal to be around 6:00-7:00 pm and be around 100 - 200 calories. I also have had 3 teas up to now and I'm already starting to feel guilty for eating lunch...
6:36 pm : I haven't eaten anything else besides a piece of sugar free gum. I'm at 1 ltr of water and 3 teas.
7:30 pm : I had dinner??? I guess. It could be considered a snack as it wasn't a lot of calories  but we'll see. I had 140 gr. Light Tuna (135.8) and 2 tsps of hummus (17.8). Since it's later in the day, I would rather not eat another meal but I can have a fruit or a vegetable if I get hungry. 
My total is 331 calories and I'm about to make another tea..... maybe apple cinnamon 
8:47 pm : I didn't end up making the tea and I haven't eaten anything else but I'm at 1.5 lts water and I'm about to watch a movie. 
10:00 pm : I made a mint tea because mint suppresses your appetite and I like mint. 
Also I found out an interesting tip that if you drink cold water then hot water, you burn calories trying to bring it to room temperature, So I'm drinking my last bottle of water in order to get to 2 ltrs but will probably continue drinking water afterwards. 
1:00 am : I had 2 small apples (155) totaling me at 486 calories, 2 ltrs of water, 4 teas. 

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