DAY 3 - HSGD
So I weighed myself today
185.2 !! I went down! I am absolutely so happy that I have already lost 2 pounds on this diet!
I also realized I will have to continue the diet through Christmas but I can pull a few strings so no-one notices. However I am very excited for my family members to see how thin I've gotten by then.
Imagine if I lost 2 pounds a day, well, that wouldn't really leave me room to do the rest of the diets.
Yesterday I ended up hitting 486/800 calories which isn't too bad. Today I have 900 calories to go under as I start my morning with a bottle of water and a cigarette.
185.2 !! I went down! I am absolutely so happy that I have already lost 2 pounds on this diet!
I also realized I will have to continue the diet through Christmas but I can pull a few strings so no-one notices. However I am very excited for my family members to see how thin I've gotten by then.
Imagine if I lost 2 pounds a day, well, that wouldn't really leave me room to do the rest of the diets.
Yesterday I ended up hitting 486/800 calories which isn't too bad. Today I have 900 calories to go under as I start my morning with a bottle of water and a cigarette.
New Mini Goal : My boyfriend is stuck a few more days at his job and won't be back until almost new years. I hope to lose another 5 lbs by then and be 180.
2:30 pm : I had a chai tea with no sweeteners or milk and 500 ml water as a late breakfast because I woke up at 12:00. Christmas vacation is really getting to me. I have still had no calories.
I am at a coffee shop relaxing for now until I go for my waxing appointment and then Christmas shopping!
6:39 pm : Wow sorry, I didn't update all day! At 3:20 pm I made a salad with 150 gr. of lettuce (22.5) and 1 cup of snow peas (26.5) but I only had one bite so I don't know how much that counts as, lets say 15 calories as an overestimation to make sure. At 4:14 I had half a black iced coffee but threw that away. I guess you could round the amount of calories I've had without subtracting exercise as 20.
In other news I went and got my eyebrows done and it hurt so so much because I hadn't gone in a while. Christmas shopping is really what pushed me over the edge, as I've generally been feeling exhausted today. I ended up having a full blown panic attack but got home safely and now I'm in my happy place. Besides that, I only have another 2 presents to get before Christmas, so that is good.
10:20 pm : I finished the rest of the salad putting me at 50 calories for today and had a mint tea. I am getting so obsessed with skincare. It's becoming a compulsion for me to make my face and body as perfect as possible, If only I had the energy to work out.
Considering I had some coffee today, I am afraid I will retain water and show higher on the scare tomorrow. I hope it all works out. I decided my UGW is 110 lbs putting me at a BMI of 16.4. Perfect. As much as I'd like to get down to 100-99 lbs that puts me at a BMI of 14 ish and that's when your organs start shutting down so no thank you.
11:26 : So early I had a pear (101.5) and now I had dinner which was 2 small eggs (117.8) with 11 grams ketchup (11.1). My total is 279 calories but I feel like a fatass tbh. I could've easily have stayed at 50 but I'm too fat.
Let's just pray the scale shows lower tomorrow.
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