Reboot

Aaaaaaaaand I'm back and more confused about where my life is taking me than ever. I fasted and binged in an endless cycle we all hate to get into and am ready to conquer my fat once and for all.
I managed to go up to 181 lbs which I hate myself for but just give me 2 days and I'll be back to my most recent LW.
Without an accountability blog to journal my thoughts into I had lost track of the main goal: weight loss/120 lbs by September and more importantly, my next GW which gets closer by the day. 170 lbs by February.
I refuse to fail.
For now I had a slice of whole wheat toast (79) and a small avocado (233) but I felt so guilty about the avocado so I purged and worked out like crazy. I'm keeping a score board for all the times I work out!

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